Whose dream is this anyway?

Hey guys...I've got a few minutes so I thought I would post a little something on the bloggy blog.  It's been a busy summer.  We've been doing a lot of swimming, some traveling, a lot of exercising (for me) and some soul searching mixed in (also for me).  I think I'm at a weird stage in my life.  I feel very "in between" these days.  The kids are not little but they're not big either.  Next year all the kids will be off to school...but only part time.  I'm wondering when I should go back to work and what I should be doing when that happens.  (Right now I'm leaning towards pursuing graphic design, in case anyone's wondering and wants to share their opinion.)  I could ramble on for a bit about all the various ways that I feel "between" things, but I'm short on time so I won't.  Mainly because I want to get to the point which is that I think I'm in the midst of a mini little mid-life crisis...of sorts...okay...maybe not a crisis but a minor mid-life scuffle.  I live such a blessed life - I *know* that - but it's still not exactly what I thought it would be or even what I want it to be.  So I'm trying to figure all of that out. 

Oh...too funny...I just IMed with my friend and told her she was living the dream.  She responded, "Whose dream?"  That perfectly sums up what I'm feeling at this instant.  And with that, I'm off to go retrieve my kids.  Back to the grind.